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Iside ([personal profile] iside89) wrote2011-01-24 02:34 pm

[Trans] Kame Camera - Vol.2 Beauty

After the first issue, which I still consider a wonderful piece of self-analysis, I was really looking forward to the second volume of "Kame Camera", so... as soon as I've spotted the scans at [livejournal.com profile] jone_records I translated it >_< I did my best in order to properly convey his message! ;_;
So please, read it :)

KAME CAMERA

What's the scenery of the bottom of the heart that Kamenashi Kazuya's lens reflects?

VOL.2 - 美しさ - Beauty

「The beautiful people and sceneries I meet every day are kept inside my heart's drawers. One day, they will appear as expression of me.」



This is the veranda of my house from where I can see my beloved trees. Natural sceneries, people... I felt the “beauty” from many things and took pictures of them, but I couldn't put them into one picture alone. When I sit here and relax, the beauty I’ve met day after day is put in order and becomes mine. It's an important place.

I wonder what beauty is. Limiting the discussion to my job which gives importance to the surface, I think that body’s beauty and being cool are necessary and indispensable. But it’s not that you can feel the beauty if the external form is well-proportioned. For example, even if there’s an incredibly beautiful actress on the place, there are times when I feel the beauty of an AD girl [assistant director] with ruffled hair who runs around her, and my heart flutters. It’s not that I like ruffled hair. If I have to say why, I don’t even know if I’m attracted by her inner self. The fact itself of feeling the beauty, or when I feel it, it’s a “something” I can’t put into words.
Even about myself; if I said “I don’t think I’m cool” talking about myself, it would be a lie (laughs). This absolutely doesn’t mean that I’m confident! Rather, I’m not. Simply, it’s because I’m doing this kind of job and I have [developed] a sense of nature and a sense of crisis; moreover, the image and the feelings of desire of being cool are strong. It’s as if I’m always working my way to that image. But it’s amusing because I don’t reach it. The actions I tend to do to reach it are unconscious and aren’t an effort for me.
After all, I’m a man who tries to show off, right? What is more, I’m born like this (laughs). Since I grew up with even my family telling me “Kazu, you try to be cool, right?”, even during the teen baseball practices, in order to charm and render a normal play into a fine play, I did things like trying to catch the ball after starting to run a step later. I kept doing lots of those exercises like it was normal (laughs). I’m not changed, even now. At the beginning of a concert I wear sunglasses and then go on stage, and I don’t take them off so easily… Unconsciously, it comes out a performance where I try to act cool. I do this to make the audience happy too, but probably the main reason is to get myself more and more excited. I feel like every time I hear “Kyaa!”, the gear lifts clanking and I start becoming a different person. The “me” of that moment is cool! (laughs) Right, the beauty leaps into motion instantaneously, so maybe it’s something that exists just in that moment.

Being conscious of the public attention and trying to act cool. I think that has tenderness too.

I can’t define the “being cool” I aim to in just one word. I think it’s an aggregate of all the things I feel that are beautiful and I meet while I’m continuing living, and the cool things that touch my heart, day after day. When I look at the trees from my veranda, or even when I manage to cook something skillfully: I think that these things are beautiful. But at the end, since I love human beings, probably I often assimilate from my dear ones unconsciously. There are lots of people from work. If I have to tell one that everyone knows, it’s Kimura Takuya-san. He has always been very kind to me as a kouhai, but even looking at him closer he’s very cool. Of course his behavior and appearance, but his gentle attitude towards people is beautiful. He does actions like giving the necessary things by surprise. Fukuyama Masaharu-san is like that too. When I come back from his house, he takes the trouble to watch me till outside. Speaking about it, he honoured me saying one time “Some sides of you are just like mine”. It’s strange, isn’t it? Fukuyama-san told me “It’s because you’re too much kind with girls that you aren’t popular with them. That side looks like me”, but… I wonder? (laughs) I don’t understand, but maybe I’ve got some points in common with the ones I consider cool.
The people who possess the "cool side" I like are probably the ones who care about the public opinion in a good meaning. Maybe because they’re self-conscious, they can heighten their sense of beauty and become kind towards people. For this reason, you know, from now on I want to stately try to be cool (laughs) People or part of things that I thought “Oh, they’re wonderful”, before I could realize it, are returning to me. They are kept inside my heart's drawers and probably the ones I need will automatically emerge during the time of necessity. In this way, maybe, my personal beauty and "cool-ness" will acquire more depth, little by little.

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Am I too biased if I say that I loved his last sentences? ;__;
Even though the title made me go "meh... it's such a Kame-like theme, OMG"... I liked this essay too. I was afraid it would have become something cheesy and "I'm cool and I know it" (well, I wasn't completely wrong anyway XD), but at the end, it turned out to be an aesthetic essay. So I pretty enjoyed it. I have to say that the more I read his essays, the worse my bias becomes, LOL.
I like how he says he thinks he's cool but at the same time he's not confident at all ^^"
EDIT: Just because maybe someone wonders why I keep calling Kame Camera "essay" and not "interview" :P Read here! ^^'

[identity profile] luv-akame.livejournal.com 2011-01-24 06:15 pm (UTC)(link)
thanks!!
Kame is definitely kakoiii~ hahaha
♥ him so much!

[identity profile] tim-1201.livejournal.com 2011-01-24 06:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Kame has a nice veranda... ^_^

Admiring him more coz of this..serious yet a cool guy...

Thanks for sharing ^_^

[identity profile] hinatah.livejournal.com 2011-01-24 06:51 pm (UTC)(link)
I have to agree with everything that you said. XD With every new interview (or essay if you want) he seems more and more mature. In this one I think he wanted to let us know that he's more normal that we like to think (and I mean here that sometimes we tend to forget he's a normal human being) And the way he talked about his sempais came to back up this.
Thanks a lot for translating and sharing it with us.<3

[identity profile] yararanger.livejournal.com 2011-01-24 07:19 pm (UTC)(link)
It would be strange if Kame didn't know he was 'cool' when he's in an industry that is designed around 'being cool' and having an idol image... it would be like... if he said 'I'm not cool' it would be the same as 'I don't do my job', but I love how he has different ideas of coolness depending on situation and person... So, too, I like how he draws comparisons between himself and the people he likes - it's the sort of thing that a clear-seeing person would notice ♥ It's really nice to be able to read his thoughts like this, not obscured by pointless repetitive magazine questions >_>;; :3

[identity profile] blue-eye1.livejournal.com 2011-01-24 07:25 pm (UTC)(link)
His essays make me love him more and more. Kame is one special and very interesting human being ^_^

"When I sit here and relax, the beauty I’ve met day after day is put in order and becomes mine." I absolutely love that sentence ^_^

Thank You very much for translating and sharing :D

[identity profile] kissbykiss.livejournal.com 2011-01-24 07:57 pm (UTC)(link)
i've been waiting for this so much
thank you *hugs*

[identity profile] mayam-mj90.livejournal.com 2011-01-24 08:33 pm (UTC)(link)
:)) I love how Kame cares about the public and what his fans want. I mean, he's doing his job well as an entertainer. And about him saying he knows that he's trying to be cool, I like that he notices it!! Hahah.

I love this guy. :D

[identity profile] iside89.livejournal.com 2011-01-24 08:40 pm (UTC)(link)
I agree that every new interview/essay/radio show he seems more mature. I'm pretty proud of him :P

Speaking about Kame Camera, I prefer "essay" instead of "interview" because it's Kame himself who chooses the theme ("future" and "beauty") and decides to freely write about it. It's not that someone asks him "YOU, answer to this theme". :) Moreover, I have to say that both themes were pretty difficult and risky - as I said, he could have written down clichè or cheesy facts - but he managed to offer a well-done and deep work. I find his essays very mature in their contents. I can see he isn't used to write this kind of stuff, while for example NEWS's Shige is - their styles are completely different - but... I think Kame will give us very interesting reflections from now on thanks to this MAQUIA's corner ^_^

Sorry, I ended up writing a small essay myself XD thank you for reading :)

[identity profile] hinatah.livejournal.com 2011-01-24 08:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, you're right about that. Thanks for pointing out the difference. I was referring to all kinds of stuffs (from interviews to these essays). I love the fact that in this one seems to be more opened, not just giving those perfect answers, like he usually does. It's deeper than any kind of interview. <3
I can't wait for the next one! Ganbatte!
Btw is it ok to add you to my f-list? ^^v

[identity profile] iside89.livejournal.com 2011-01-24 08:51 pm (UTC)(link)
You're right about the "I know I'm cool" part. In fact I appreciated how he differentiated from the first line "talking about show business,what's important is this and this. In general, these other things are more important". I like how he's so self-conscious and conscious about the surroundings.
Then, second point I should have underlined in my comment before: I liked how he continued to repeat "beauty and coolness" as 2 different words. I think that this time's message was "you may be cool, you may act cool, but the REAL beauty is something more complex". And here he gave the AD girl and his senpais' examples. And, inside of this thought, he deepened the definition of "kakkoii" too - not simply "appearance", but caring attitude too.

It's really nice to be able to read his thoughts like this, not obscured by pointless repetitive magazine questions
I think (and I hope) that this corner will represent a precious moment for him to understand himself better (I remember the 1st essay where he said "recently I don't understand myself either" :/ ). And to make his fans understand him too. I've got this feeling :)

[identity profile] alienashi.livejournal.com 2011-01-24 08:52 pm (UTC)(link)
sobbing so hard. I love that he doesn't deny that boisterous part of him that wants to show off, and yet he's got this very watered down sense of self-consciousness because he knows that he could show off all he wants and yet he might not be good at everything. ILU <3

[identity profile] iside89.livejournal.com 2011-01-24 08:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, I actually did understand what you wanted to say :) I've never explained why I insist calling Kame Camera an "essay" so well, I used this chance to do it LOL. XD

It's deeper than any kind of interview.
True ♥

Yes, it's ok ^^ If you don't mind being flooded by my fangirling or RL entries I can add you back too XD

[identity profile] hinatah.livejournal.com 2011-01-24 08:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Of course I don't mind. ^^ Well you're the one I worry about, since I express my love for him through writing ^^ (and I'm also a addicted to polls) hehe

[identity profile] iside89.livejournal.com 2011-01-24 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
But it's like he's only confident with his cool-side in front of his fans, I mean in concerts, programs etc... Like that thingy about the glasses ^^ I love when he goes all cool and enjoys it XD
LOL! This!! XD But I liked the fact that he enjoys going cool because it's like being a "different person" ^^''
And maybe I'm reading things, but his metaphor about the "gear that lifts clanking", and the "on the contrary, I'm not confident" before, made me reflect about him a bit. Like, he is in fact confident and shows off in front of fans, but he's insinuating that in his private life he's pretty normal, if not insicure. He made me wanna cuddle him ;__; This seems to be a very common "show business illness" (appearing confident but being insicure in private) and I'm really hoping he will be able to avoid it :/ Sometimes he sounds too sensitive for the showbiz world T_T

You're welcome :D

[identity profile] muz82.livejournal.com 2011-01-24 09:07 pm (UTC)(link)
「The beautiful people and sceneries I meet every day are kept inside my heart's drawers. One day, they will appear as expression of me.」
beautiful..just beautiful
TQ for translating
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[identity profile] randomicicle.livejournal.com 2011-01-24 09:07 pm (UTC)(link)
;__; ♥

[identity profile] jtriskell.livejournal.com 2011-01-24 09:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you!
threewalls: threewalls (kame)

[personal profile] threewalls 2011-01-24 09:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks for translating this and sharing.

[identity profile] kytez.livejournal.com 2011-01-24 09:53 pm (UTC)(link)
thanks for the trans♥ :)

the depth and content of his interviews always amazes me, he's a very sensitive person :) makes me love him more and more♥♥♥♥♥

and don't worry kame, almost everyone in this world tries to act "cool" in his/her own little way~ it might differ on how one acts cool but it's still somewhat the same ♫ :)

i like his veranda very much♥♥♥

[identity profile] affor.livejournal.com 2011-01-24 10:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Kame knows how to make a theme like 'I'm cool and I know it' interesting ^.^ I could read about his thoughts forever and ever...The photo is good, too. Doesn't the chair look really inviting? I'd love to sit down and have a smoke with Kame there ;_;
Thank you so much for translating <3

[identity profile] serosi.livejournal.com 2011-01-24 11:16 pm (UTC)(link)
thank you for translating ^^
i think it's nice that kame have the chance to write about his thoughts in a number of topic
so he can contemplate a lot of things and refreshed himself while giving the chance to fans and other people to get to know him more >_< (plus we got to get some preview of his personal life too, such as going to fukuyama's place)
btw i prefer him to act naturally rather than trying to act cool, coz when he is natural he shines more in my eyes >_

[identity profile] kwiii.livejournal.com 2011-01-24 11:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much for translating it!
I hope that Kame can write more about whatever he wants... I like his ideas and how he express himself~

[identity profile] aratna.livejournal.com 2011-01-24 11:28 pm (UTC)(link)
uwaaa.... Another one..!
Thank you..!!
I love his words, though his pics totally amused me (I love his first pic better XD).. "beauty"
But then after read his explanation (ur translation), it'll all make sense... XDD

Read again properly after school, I might miss something coz I just skimmed.. XDD

once again thank you..!! ^^

[identity profile] crovoxisikes.livejournal.com 2011-01-25 12:24 am (UTC)(link)
thanks dear for the translation...fufu..this man is too deep T__T i love the way he appreciate beauty.


and kimutaku and masha..fufu,these guys r awesome T___T *cries some more in the corner* LOLOL

[identity profile] faithiehannah.livejournal.com 2011-01-25 12:27 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you for translating this! I love how he talks about taking the best part of other people and trying to replicate that in himself. I love that. and talking aobut recognizing the girl who's wandering around helping the actress. I really enjoy reading his thoughts because they are always a bit more than I'm expecting.

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