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Iside ([personal profile] iside89) wrote2011-02-26 06:13 pm

[Trans] KAME CAMERA - Vol.3 WHERE I WAS BORN

[Translator's note: I decided to keep quite vague the title (and consequently every time he says that expression in the article) on purpose. A translation like “The place I was born” would be correct and maybe better to read, but from Kame's words, I've understand he means not only the city, but the environment and the family too. To make this clear, I wrote “where” and not “place”. Keep this double meaning in mind while reading.]


KAME CAMERA
What's the scenery of the bottom of the heart that Kamenashi Kazuya's lens reflects?

VOL.3 生まれた場所 - Where I was born


「I love where I was born, and I want to continue loving it. That thought is my base.」



When I received the theme “To born”, I reminded this scenery at once, the Sky Tree that can be seen from my family's neighborhood. Aiming to the time when there aren't cars I went to take the picture early in the morning, but a granny of the neighborhood interfered “What are you doing~?”!


One day, when I went back to my hometown, I realized that at the end of the road I always go for a stroll the Sky Tree is coming to life. In my familiar hometown there's Tokyo's landmark! [The image] superimposed on the memory of the Tour Eiffel I saw in Paris, and my tension rose. Even though this is Shitamachi (laughs).
When I have the possibility I find time enough, I go back to my hometown and spend time together with my family. Both my hometown and my family: I really like “where I was born”.
25 years ago, I was born as the third son of the Kamenashi family. Among the all-male brothers, excluding me everyone is good in building their bodies! My elder brother is a national competition level karate athlete, my second brother it's a former Self-Defense Forces personnel. Of course their younger brother, that is me, was a gofer?! I was punched just like a sandbag, and it was my job even to go buy every week the “Shonen Jump” (laughs). My big brothers were normally scary, but in reality they are kind. Even after I started this work, they took me to the work place with the bike, and protected me in many ways. By the way, my little brother is a guy with a huge body but a kind temper too (laughs).
If I love so much my family it’s greatly thanks to my parents. We weren’t a well-to-do family, but the love is deep and I respect them. My father is a dandy. He's the kind of husband who has the power and dresses a bit stylishly... For us, his sons, he worked on days and nights. My mother is that kind of person who's “THE Japanese mother”! In each situation, she was an out-and-out “my kids before myself”. She was very busy with house works, work, child care, [*] that would rarely dress smartly or wear make-up, so the day when parents come to see classes at school she came with a face completely white just from above the neck, it was very embarrassing! (laughs) But, when my mother smiles, all the family naturally smiles. She draws happy feelings out. To me, the ideal woman is after all probably my mother. Even though both the energy and the household expenses must have been very very much, I've never felt lonely. There were hard times, but they were filled up by the side of love. That place is even now my base.

Even during my changes, there was the presence of my family who was looking after me, without fail

But you know, there was a time when I left [/kept my distances from] “where I was born”, was it my “family” or “hometown”. I suppose it was around when I was 20. I debuted, and for the changes in work and environment, I began to lose sight of a place to call my home and I couldn't even take the distance with my family in a clever way. I became able to earn my living, and if I was happy to support my family in terms of money, the other half of me was also bewildered by a kind of change of government... The showbiz has a different side from the common sense of the society, so being tainted by that, I thought maybe I would have been happier if I had always lived as Kamenashi Kazuya the artist. But even to that me who was exerting himself that way, my family was close to me as they have always done.
In that span of time, I realized that everything was up to me. The distance between me and my family, and who I wanted to be: if there was my center, I can exist without changing. On one side there is KAT-TUN's Kamenashi, and because as a son I will respect my parents forever, I will say what I must say as an adult who has become independent. I properly grew up that sense of relationship together with my family.
Recently, we do lots of “brother meetings”. While we were discussing about “What are we going to do about the Kamenashi family from now on?”, in the end we got drunk and my second big brother cried man tears. You're too passionate! (laughs) Family is important, but since the members increase with time, and even the relationships is something that keeps changing... in those times, I think probably it isn't necessary discussing or making efforts. The hometown is the same. Doing this way without realizing a new scenery was born. Because changes are natural, I want to continue loving [both the family and the hometown] while accepting those changes too. At the end, I'm really proud of my family and my hometown that can make me think this way.


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[*] Note: He actually divides "house works" and "work" talking about his mother. I don't know if this means that his mother worked too, or simply he was telling apart housework and *random other stuff*. I don't know Kame's family to confirm it XD

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I won't comment this entry as I usually do just because I found myself almost crying (what a news, I always cry with Maquia entries WTH). He's so special I can't even comment him. His ability to freely expose his weakness and the times where he failed or was weak just makes me... ;____; I'll flail with you in the comments XD

[identity profile] kwiii.livejournal.com 2011-02-27 06:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks for sharing!!

[identity profile] pikapika2.livejournal.com 2011-02-27 06:50 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know why, but I cried while I reading this.
I really love it when kame talk about his family. It's sad to know he kinda had distance with his family in his debut period, I guess with all his busy schedule he couldn't go home easily. But I'm glad that right now he still very close to his family.
I hope he'll always have a place to be called home, where he can get back to the people who he loves and people who love him and take care of him whatever happened.

Thank you very much for the translation! *hugs*

[identity profile] pikapika2.livejournal.com 2011-02-27 07:26 pm (UTC)(link)
"oh God just please protect him, and all the ones he loves...is just my wish..."

AMEN!!!


Re: bumping in....

[identity profile] scorch66.livejournal.com 2011-02-27 07:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Yay! now i don't feel alone in my clingy-ness ;___; *clings*
A guy will lose any and all respect I have for him if I hear him insult his/any mother. :|
Theres was, there was! It was a pretty hilarious rumour but I went all 'aww, he defended his mom <3' and there was also this interview where he said he found a really nice place where he goes to relax and keeps it a secret, but he wants to bring his mom there. I melted ♥

[identity profile] grapewhine.livejournal.com 2011-02-27 08:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks for this.

[identity profile] painforever.livejournal.com 2011-02-27 08:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Everyday he surprises me even more... Though he made me a bit emotional when he talked about his family. He's going to be a great husband and father one day.
One thing I have realized, for me, is that I think we get to see the "Real" Kamenashi Kazuya when he writes/does "Kame Camera". The way he expresses himself is so different than the "Kamenashi Kazuya Idol". This is one the reasons that I find myself falling for him even more...

Thank you so much for translating and sharing. ^^

[identity profile] shiharipanda.livejournal.com 2011-02-27 09:11 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm almost crying too Ç__________Ç

So touching..............


Thank you very very much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[identity profile] sugarbaby8-8.livejournal.com 2011-02-27 09:28 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know what to say anymore ;_; his soul is so beautiful, and I love the way he is opening his heart in this little essays.
I have always thought that in this crazyness that is the entertaiment world, the only thing that can keep you sane is a family, a strong base that keeps you root to the ground, I'm really glad that he have this, that his family is a so important part in his life and that he is mature enough to realize it. That makes me love him even more *_*

I can picture him having his own family, I think that he will be a great father someday ^^

I love the part when he talk about being the weak brother, I'm sure that his brothers still tease him when is at home, and love the way that he says that despite of that they always protect him, is really a brotherly feeling .

Thanks so much Isi for translate this :*

P.D: I hope we could flail together at the cons this summer ^^

[identity profile] nishya.livejournal.com 2011-02-27 09:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Kame is really such a lovely boy~ I think that people who love their families are wonderful, because they can understand the closest and most difficult relationships. I'm impressed how his parents did a great job of bringing up all their boys, and how this turned into gratitude and love.

Kame certainly will be a wonderful father and husband, someday. I'm just envious of the lucky woman. :D

Thanks a lot for translating and sharing this piece!

[identity profile] noyli-jurii.livejournal.com 2011-02-27 09:45 pm (UTC)(link)
so sweet thanks a lot for translating !!

[identity profile] josie-ann.livejournal.com 2011-02-27 09:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Kame is so thoughtful and sweet. I love how open he is being with these essays.
Thank you so much for taking your time to translate them.

[identity profile] tmmyluong.livejournal.com 2011-02-27 10:11 pm (UTC)(link)
I am surprised at how wise he is at such a young age. "I realized that everything was up to me. The distance between me and my family, and who I wanted to be". This is SO true. I also have distance in my family, although they are relatives. And, in order to change the family dynamics, it is up to me to change it, if I even want to.

[identity profile] tensaimaterial.livejournal.com 2011-02-27 10:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Ahh, I don't know what to say either! D: This guy is so beautiful inside and out; sometimes you just know how wonderful a person by what they gain from their experiences. I love the fact that throughout the essay, you get a sense of security from him behind the words "family" & "hometown". Like no matter how many fans come and go, loving him to hating him, or simply stop being fans (which we know will eventually happen in this kind of not-to-be-taken-seriously industry), he knows there will be the same people that will always love him just the same back home. And gahhhh, I have a weak spot for guys who aren't afraid of showing how much they love their mothers! OTL The way he shows his respect for people is really commendable and touching (when of course, he doesn't know how much he deserves too). :<♥ Thank you so much for translating this!

[identity profile] heivazora.livejournal.com 2011-02-27 10:49 pm (UTC)(link)
I love him. Everything about him.
It's very touching to see 'Kazuya' and not KT's Kamenashi. :)
Thank you so much!!

[identity profile] bellemelody.livejournal.com 2011-02-27 11:15 pm (UTC)(link)
thank you very much for sharing)) I love this one so much)) He talk freely and so honest)) I love Kame, because he is like that)))

[identity profile] cchhiieeww.livejournal.com 2011-02-27 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
ooww,he is so sweet..thx for translating..this is love..

[identity profile] gypsyjem.livejournal.com 2011-02-28 01:29 am (UTC)(link)
thanks for translating... i love how he loves his family.

[identity profile] nofsummer.livejournal.com 2011-02-28 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
Isi ... *a huge warm air choking group hugs* OUR KAZUYA ARMY NEEDS TO HAPPEN SOON. JHSGFAFFSH!!! I ISH DETERMINE!!!

/My bandit is beyond awesome and we don't even have any more adjective to properly describe him. jahsadhg ;____________; so precious™!!!!

[identity profile] nomata.livejournal.com 2011-02-28 01:54 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much for this translated.
it's make me more impressive to him^^

Thanks again.

[identity profile] sunflower-1108.livejournal.com 2011-02-28 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
I can't say anything because
KAZUYA, YOU'RE THE BEST
Thank for sharing, dear!! You did great job!
~hug u tight~

[identity profile] dee-pa.livejournal.com 2011-02-28 04:50 am (UTC)(link)
thanks for translation ^^

[identity profile] vi-lle.livejournal.com 2011-02-28 06:10 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much for sharing....
LOVE It....^_^

[identity profile] kazumishizue.livejournal.com 2011-02-28 06:34 am (UTC)(link)
OMG...THIS..i can't say anything...you make me falling in love with you more and more, kame...

[identity profile] kazumishizue.livejournal.com 2011-02-28 06:35 am (UTC)(link)
awwww, I almost forgot..thank you so much for translation...:)

[identity profile] mrstaguchi100.livejournal.com 2011-02-28 08:20 am (UTC)(link)
there's no doubt kame is one sentimentalguy ^^ I LOVE HIM!!!!! not only is he dashing hot, he does beautiful writing and makes us feel closer to him XD *don't forget the awesome fanservice* such a perfect showbiz guy... not distant and almighty eh? just... nice.

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