Minna shiawase?

[iside89]

It has become an habit to update my journal every Tuesday - and almost only Tuesday. I wonder why... It isn't that I've decided to do so :/ Oh well my summer life is boring: no journeys, almost no friends (because they live far away)... what a sad life.
Let's welcome my new Kame-icon, made by my dear friend for me *__* *Isi sends love to her friend*

This afternoon I read Koki's manual entry in Japanese and I was on the verge of tears. I've just seen that there's an English translation here. I don't know exactly why, but his sentence, みんな俺達と一緒にいて幸せ？broke my heart. It seems an aid request... just exactly what I said in my other post. They desperately need fan love right now. I said it myself weeks ago, but I would have never said that one day I'd have read those lines... that they would have admit it by themselves. I'm a little bit... catch unprepared. Maybe this is why I was so touched, because I was unprepared.
Especially some of his statement made me wonder what the hell exactly happened among them. We might feel that we’ve been betrayed by people we trusted, We might hurt people that were important to us [...] I think once we lost something, it won’t come back.

Then, some other lines were absolutely cute; you would never say it's the perv&angry rapper that has written this entry :P
Although we only made everyone worried, I still love KAT-TUN.
So I hate members to get hurt.
If they were hurt, I would like to help them.
Although I didn’t plan on holding hands and walking forward together, I would like to offer my hands when they get hurt.
And who says KT don't have member ai just have to keep silent.
I wish I had them here in front of me to squeeze them in a huge hug ç_ç

Comments

[daydreamar.livejournal.com]

I've read it too. It's so sad but it's the truth I guess. I just love Koki, he's always so honest and surprisingly thoughtful. :|

[iside89.livejournal.com]

Yes, I love Koki too :/ But it was a sad entry... both Nakamaru and Kame wrote something in the past weeks and were all happy entries (in order to cheer themselves and fans?)... then Koki appears and says to us those lines. I was so troubled! I wondered why... maybe because in the past he was the one who most hated KT and now he seems to be the one who love them most.

Why ask if where're happy? Don't they feel all the fan warmth during their concerts? :)

[daydreamar.livejournal.com]

yes I think Kame and Maru just tried to play moodmaker and cheer everyone up, which is, in my oppinion, not a bad deal. In tough situations you need all of those 3 types: optimists, pessimists and realists. Koki, from my point of view, is pretty much of an realist. He sees many fans are leaving, he notices many fans are butthurt about Jin leaving and I am so much sure he also knows just HOW many fans are glad Jin is gone. He's just trying to bring.. together what has been together all over those years before. KAT-TUN fanbase. :( each letter's fan