Minna shiawase?

It has become an habit to update my journal every Tuesday - and almost only Tuesday. I wonder why... It isn't that I've decided to do so :/ Oh well my summer life is boring: no journeys, almost no friends (because they live far away)... what a sad life.
Let's welcome my new Kame-icon, made by my dear friend for me *__* *Isi sends love to her friend*

This afternoon I read Koki's manual entry in Japanese and I was on the verge of tears. I've just seen that there's an English translation here. I don't know exactly why, but his sentence, みんな俺達と一緒にいて幸せ？broke my heart. It seems an aid request... just exactly what I said in my other post. They desperately need fan love right now. I said it myself weeks ago, but I would have never said that one day I'd have read those lines... that they would have admit it by themselves. I'm a little bit... catch unprepared. Maybe this is why I was so touched, because I was unprepared.
Especially some of his statement made me wonder what the hell exactly happened among them. We might feel that we’ve been betrayed by people we trusted, We might hurt people that were important to us [...] I think once we lost something, it won’t come back.

Then, some other lines were absolutely cute; you would never say it's the perv&angry rapper that has written this entry :P
Although we only made everyone worried, I still love KAT-TUN.
So I hate members to get hurt.
If they were hurt, I would like to help them.
Although I didn’t plan on holding hands and walking forward together, I would like to offer my hands when they get hurt.
And who says KT don't have member ai just have to keep silent.
I wish I had them here in front of me to squeeze them in a huge hug ç_ç